Life

Do you ever wish you could go back in time and change things? Go back to the way things were? You almost sit and blame yourself for everything that went wrong, wish that everything you ever did, you didnt. You wish that you could make things go back to the way they were. I just want my life to go back to the way it was. When I smiled all the time, never cried, and had him by myside. Now im going to have to live my life in a new way. With the one person that always made me smile. He was my bestfriend. He says he still will be. But im scared im going to lose him. I would give anything to have that boy back.